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three quarters dead so i am dying slowly.
no other way to put it.
i need a new right arm.
relationships are complicated. sometimes too complicated. i dunno if its just me or its one of those things that are just generally accepted to be true. probably both i think.
working for fast food is hell on earth.
my life will never cease to be chaos and its not ALL my doing.
coffee is gorgeous!
if life is a card game, i think mine is 52 card pick up and someone hid the last two cards just for kicks.
well that is all my friends. keep enjoying youre summers and give me a ring if you get too bored. :)
July 21 2005, 00:09:10 UTC 6 years ago
But relationships, period, are a lot of work. Unfortunately, what I've learned is that if you're the only person actually contributing to the relationship, it's not really a relationship at all. It's just a one-sided bullshit parade. You're putting on a show while the person you're doing it for just sits back and watches. It's that learning that's led to my giving up on so many people lately. Too damn egocentric and selfish to pull their heads out of their asses.
Ugh. I told my friend Ryan the other night that, no matter how bad things get or could get, I don't think I will ever work for a fast food chain. It just doesn't seem like my thing, you know? Not like working at a movie theater was any better, but there's a vibe when it comes to fast food... I don't know what it is.
As for your card analogy, playing 52-card pick-up and only having 50 cards... then that would be 50-card pick-up. But, if you were playing Solitaire and someone had hidden one of the cards, then that would really screw you up. As for me, I feel like my life is the game of Scrabble. Everything's just a jumbled mess, but if you think about it just enough, you can come up with something that works. True, it may only get you three points, but that's better than none.
July 21 2005, 15:32:17 UTC 6 years ago
*hands you a coffee iv* I think you need this....
July 25 2005, 08:49:15 UTC 6 years ago
You can also go back to manage/edit and edit your entries to make them friends only. we'll even set you up with some html and a banner.
....Shit. I'll just explain this next time I come to elon...